A Story Of Regret

                                 There was this girl who believed very much in true love and decided to take her time to wait for her right guy to appear. She believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for her!

                                  Every year at occasions, her ex-boyfriend would return to look her up. She was aware that he still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with her. She wanted to show it as all over. So she would always get one of her friends to pose as her steady whenever he came back. That went on for several years and each year, the girl would get a different friend to pose as her interest. So whenever the ex-boyfriend came to visit her, he would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the him. The boy took all those rather well, often trying to be casual the difference, as it seemed! But fact, the guy often wept in secret whenever he saw her with another, but he was too proud to admit it. Still, every occasion, he returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of goodness. But each time, he returned home, feeling disappointed.

                            Finally he decided that he could not play that game any longer. Therefore, he confronted her and professed that after all those years, she was still the only women that he had ever loved. Although the girl knew, of his feelings for her, she was still taken back and have never expected him to react that way. She always thought that he would slowly forget over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although she was touched by his undying love for her and wanted so much to accept him again, she remembered why he rejected her in the first place-he was not the one she wanted she always thought.So she hardened her heart and turned him down cruelly. Since then, year passed and the guy never returned anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The girl went on with her life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside her, she missed the guy.

                            On a birthday back after an year n few months, she went to friend's party alone.
"Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your 'friends'? What happened to that guy who joined every occasion?", asked one of her friend. She felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about him, still she just pushed her on.

                             Then, she came upon one of his many friends whom she once requested to pose as her steady. She wanted so much to ignore ..... not that she was rough, but because at that moment, she just didn't feel comfortable with those friends anymore. It was almost like she was being judged by them. The friend shouted across the floor to her. Unable to avoid, she went up to acknowledge.

"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?"

"Sure.....yeah!", she replied.

He continued,

"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose this year?"
"No, there is no need for that anymore......"

                             Before she can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found one...! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The girl looked up, struck , face beamed and looked directly at the boy "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."

                             She swifted across the floor and out the door notified. She finally realized that she has already found her dream boy, and he was.....the hurted, disappointed Occasion guy! The miser friend had said something that awoken her.

                             All along she had found her guy. That was why she did not bother to look further when she realized he was not coming back. It was not any specific guy she was seeking! It was true love that she wanted, and yes.....True love!!

                           
 CUT 2
                            -Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that she had let away someone so important in her life, he decided to call him immediately. Her whole mind was flooded with fear. She was afraid that he might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, she felt the fear of losing someone.

                            As it was Auspicious Occasion eve, the line was quite hard to get through. She tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, she got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. She confessed her love for him and the guy was moved to tears. It seemed that he never got over her! Even after so long, he was still waiting for her, never giving up.

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

A Scared Love Fall

-at ma dear friends home over for a party...

I’d seen her a few times before, not closely. She’d always been someone not talking, someone too silent. And that’s why I was intrigued. While knowing nothing about her, we were similar in a way; we were going to get along. But there was always a wall in the way.

It just took that one night, few hours, and it was all broken up, and while it was the best thing to happen, it was the start by the old end. Once I got over the shyness it was so easy to speak with her, she let my words flow and my mind sparked. I was happy.She wasn’t though(while i didn't bother too). I barely saw her, but whenever I caught a glimpse of her through the crowded halls she looked...lost. As if part of her was missing, like something had been taken away. I didn’t know at the time I was kind of right. And though I hardly knew her still, I wanted to help her, she seemed like an amazing person-she is- and partly, I wanted to see her smile.

-with over more coffee talks

As time went we got closer, and I mean really close by heart. It's how the trouble started, and why it came to be one of the unthoughtful things in my life. But I was happy and I don’t think I’d change what happened, ever. And so was she. Yeah, many days I felt like crying, tearing myself up, but she stopped me, she cared. I made it impossible for her not to be happy when she’s with me; she told me many a time. It was as if I mattered. To me, she became a world, and maybe that was wrong, but I didn’t see that. She was too important.

It was just another night exactly like the ones before, sat there in the noise, surrounded by stupid people, and talking about random...everything. She smiled. So beautiful, I felt as if I shouldn’t be there. What we were talking about I don’t remember, but . . I felt I was invading into what didn’t belong to me- I was. Yet I couldn’t back off, I cared more than I should. And for once, she was the first to care about me. I felt safe, I felt human, I felt like I should exist. I wanted  to exist. All because of that sacred smile.

Had me hooked to see if there exists the rarity, purity, honesty. She was pretty on the worst of days, but yet she smile... You lose your mind. Or at least I do. The fact it was her presence that brought the smile to life, a weak thought I know, but it still made it stronger. I couldn’t leave her; her smile was coated in venom, drawing me in till I could never want to walk away. I fell in love, with the one person I shouldn’t. Because the words would have been more than enough, but the smile tipped me over the edge.

An Old Mans' Words....

Grand Paa To His Grand Son :

I've seen castles made out of sand,

Met people who b'live Destiny is engraved on the palms of their hands..

I've seen people change their faith,

Experienced love change into Hate.

I've seen people grow younger with age,

And a bird who wouldn't fly out of an open Cage..

I've seen love sold for money,

People who are devastated inside but

Outside they are Funny..

I've seen the Unicorn fall in love with the Toad,

Seen People who owned half the city 

Have now hit the roads..

I've learned to expect the unexpected,

Perfection doesn't exists We all are Defected..

Every One cries, But some hide their tears,

It is said Coal turns Diamond over a thousand years..

Some may b'live U are One in million,

For others U are just another Nobody in the billion..

So Little boy, life is the magic from a Hat,

Cherish all the moments Happy Or Sad..

Feel blessed and Lucky with what u meet,

We are here just for a MOMENT Of MEET! ! !